Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Life

Life, a precious gift given by God.
with a healthy body, we are able to live a great life.
nice food, the thing i enjoy the most.
the wonderful creation, which make me adore the awesome God.

but life can be taken away anytime,
maybe because of accident, disaster or disease.
and it can also be taken away,
just because of the nature cycle of human being,
going back to heaven,

to live in eternity.

appreciate life, and the health given by the Heavenly Father.
with all i have,
i'll do something, for the people who need help.
serve the community,
and let people know that there's someone who care for them.

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this afternoon, when i am working in the ward, i meet an old woman. she's 83 years old and she has a bad health condition. i am not sure about the medical diagnosis, but she has very low BP. both of her hand is on IV drip to give continuous medication so that her BP does not fall beyond the bod er line. and the worst things is she keep passing loose melaena stool. her condition is not positive, so we shifted her to the bed near the nurse counter.

later in the evening, i get a chance to do perineum care for her. her condition is far more negative than what i thought. the blood being passed out is a lot more than the stool. according to the I/O chart, she had passed 6 times of the malaena stool is the morning. the large amount of blood lost affects her BP. after the procedure, i am told by the staff nurse that the doc had declare that she's in DIL. her daughter all come and visit her, talk to her but she's too week to give any respond. i am so sad when i know nothing can be done for her recovery. i wish i can still see her tomorrow.. i pray....

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hurt

haha... hurt myself twice in a week. got my left ankle twisted on thursday and accidently cut my right leg on saturday. sob sob....

Monday, October 19, 2009

starting...

the first day of clinical... although just sitting down for briefing, discussion and hospital tour, but still very tired after the orientation. tonight gonna sleep early and tomorrow have to wake up at 4 something for morning shift... crazy!!

to me, tong shin hospital will be an exposture to me, learning to appreciate what i use to have in my life. i got to see what is happening at another side of the world which i have not seen before. i am so blessed in the sense of the luxury that i enjoy when i am ill. at least i do not have to stay in a building that looks like the 60's building (although it is built in the 60's), walking through the scary corridor like what can be seen in the horror movie with all the antique grills and the fan which gives the "hoo hoo" sound when it turns.

and one more thing, the sister in my ward is so fierce. she talks so fast even before i manage to write it down. she told us, even you all have not learnt, but you all should know. =.=" hopefully i won't get scoldings from her.. impossible.....

well, going back home for MUET speaking test tomorrow after duty.. the test is on wednesday 7.30am, the earliest round. it seems like i can never escape from waking up early in the morning. haih... dunno what to prepare for the test. haven't started any preparation yet.... :(

Sunday, October 18, 2009

知己

朋友 因为与她的知己发生了一些问题 而失去了一个好朋友
在电话里 聊着聊着
听得出 她非常珍惜这段友谊
她这位朋友 在她的生命里 扮演了很重要的角色
他的支持 对她非常重要
她告诉我 失去了一个忠实的支持者 安慰者 聆听者
让她感觉 心灵空虚 也没了一个 可以舒解压力的地方

她羡慕我 没有让朋友从身边溜走
因为彼此的问题 而失去了友谊
在失望的时候 有压力时 还有朋友的安慰与支持

我想 不是的
是因为我知道 有一位朋友
从来不嫌我烦 耐心地在聆听
从来不计较我遇到什么困难 一定在我身边支持我
无论我有多么的失望 他的安慰从来不曾缺席
无论我有多么的讨厌 他依然是我的知己
我们之间 不只是友情 还有爱情
因为他爱我 我也爱他
不只是爱情 还有亲情
因为我是他的宝贝 我也叫他 阿爸天父

也是因着他的存在 我不寂寞 不孤单
随时都可以 向他倾述
主耶稣 谢谢你


亲爱的小姐:忘记背后,努力面前,向着目标前进。不要让这件事成为你的绊脚石,让你一直以来的用功给白费掉。加油哟!!支持你...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The day is coming

woo....
tomorrow is the briefing on clinical posting..
time flies...
the day is coming.
my feeling?
excitied and also nervous.
i am not fully prepared yet.
not competent enough
got to revise all the procedures again..
nervous......

Monday, October 12, 2009

joke

last week i learned how to do last office for the expired patient and this afternoon, my class supposed to be practicing in the open ward. so my group were busy doing the procedure while i was busy watching at the side. when it came to sponging part, suddently we saw one of my groupmate wiping the manikin in circular motion. we looked at each other and sensed that something was wrong with the action. when we got what was wrong, we just could not stop laughing and laughing until the other classmates were looking at us. wahaha...

well, wiping in cicular motion is to promote blood circulation. but the expired patient had already dead and the blood circulation had stopped after the heart stop pumping. it will be funny to promote blood circulation on the deceased. :D now only i realise why the lecturers always tell me to work with common sense and think (where the planning comes in) before doing anything. i can't imagine if this happen in the clinical, the tutor or RN will most probably cannot stop from shaking their head.

anyway, this is the last week of the theory session and i really need to pull my socks up. i think i should be more focus on practicing and getting things clear in my mind. i hope i won't create any silly jokes in the hospital with my poor patients....

Monday, October 5, 2009

Unbelivable

unexpected.. now only i realise actually i can do it. never expect this before. always supress my self confidence and make me think i will not be able to do it. actually, all these are because of mental settings. if i think i can do it, i will be able to make it. i will develop a positive mind towards it and put more effort into it. because biochem is my another weakest subject besides maths :P

unbeliveable thing is that i can understand protein and lipid metabolism by myself. usually have to go and ask classmates and pity them explaining a few times to me only i will be able to understand. although still got some parts i am not sure, but at least not like last time looking at the God knows notes and terminology and keep falling asleep.

anyway, tomorrow is the test. anatomy and physiology. gonna reward myself no matter how's the result.. :P but tonight will be the last war fighting with sleepiness for A&P...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

overslept

bacause i am too tired or lack of self-control? i wonder... better get things start now.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Inefficient

so inefficient... studied for the whole day but only manage to cover protein and lipid structure. both also got stuck at the metabolism part. don't understand plus books only explain very briefly. make me so tension. haih... biochem is always my weak topic.

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