Stay focus

should never lose focus
on what i am doing
if not,
life will become meaningless

always remember that
don't be like the church in Ephesus
never forsake
the passion and dreams
that i use to have

knowing that
a vase
need to be moulded
by the potter
before it becomes
beautiful and valuable
bare in mind
never surrender to challenges
no matter how tough they are

so, stay focus...

Update

came back from PD for 3 days already. haven't started anything except for sleep too hard. sleeping for the whole day since friday. don't find myself eager to start my revision for EOS. right noe i only have 7 days, 13 hours and 30 minutes left. i am sure this is not enough for me to revise especially BMS and holistic.

the only thing i can do is CONQUER myself. i am sure if i keep on finding reasons for myself to procrastinate, success will leave me.. and of course my 3.5 . oh nooo.... gonna do something about it.. ^^

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today finally went to the church in kota kemuning. i forgot the english name for the church but it is a pretty nice church. i mean the brothers and sisters and the pastor in-charge. but one thing bad is the church youths are not active. the youth and adult fellowship is freezing currently. i am thinking, how can i survive living in a church that don't have fellowships? not even cell groups. then i can onlt join for sunday service and not even sunday school. huh... this wil be tough for me because i need fellowship like what i had in my hometown church. a place for brothers and sisters with this age like me to mix and worship together. how??? what should i do? find a new church? join other church's fellowship? not joining fellowships? i wonder....

however, God had brought me to this church, i think He has His plan for me.. just pray hard and follow His will while He does the rest. that is what i learnt from today's sermon.

last week in tung shin

yesteray, the ah ma with liver failure passed away in the hospital. i remember the last minute i was looking at her, gasping for air but the next minute, she had already gone. feeling sad, and tears just rolled down uncontrollable. felt so sad while helping in her LO but i know, she had gone to haven to be with the Lord.

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leaving to PD later... just finished packing and i cant stop shaking my head when i see my lagguge. terrible. there are so much things to bring, including lots of food!! haih... dunno how am i coming back at the end of the posting. *yawn* good night.