Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
full-stop
finally, the sun and the earth's story is coming to the end. the sun had marked an full-stop on 18th Dec, 2 days before the 4th anniversary. i know the problem between us had exists long time ago but both of us are not brave enough to face it. i knew this is gonna happen anyhow or anytime but the fact and the reality are difficult to accept. thinking the one i use to call darling is no longer my darling anymore. it hurts. plus during the Christmas season, we see each other everyday. this makes the situation become worst. he did try to save the relationship but i decided to listen to my brain and not my heart. but, the only thing i know now is I miss him.... missing him badly...
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Armor of God
13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,
15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,
15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
Ephesians 6:13-17
Monday, November 30, 2009
Stay focus
should never lose focus
on what i am doing
if not,
life will become meaningless
always remember that
don't be like the church in Ephesus
never forsake
the passion and dreams
that i use to have
knowing that
a vase
need to be moulded
by the potter
before it becomes
beautiful and valuable
bare in mind
never surrender to challenges
no matter how tough they are
on what i am doing
if not,
life will become meaningless
always remember that
don't be like the church in Ephesus
never forsake
the passion and dreams
that i use to have
knowing that
a vase
need to be moulded
by the potter
before it becomes
beautiful and valuable
bare in mind
never surrender to challenges
no matter how tough they are
so, stay focus...
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Update
came back from PD for 3 days already. haven't started anything except for sleep too hard. sleeping for the whole day since friday. don't find myself eager to start my revision for EOS. right noe i only have 7 days, 13 hours and 30 minutes left. i am sure this is not enough for me to revise especially BMS and holistic.
the only thing i can do is CONQUER myself. i am sure if i keep on finding reasons for myself to procrastinate, success will leave me.. and of course my 3.5 . oh nooo.... gonna do something about it.. ^^
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today finally went to the church in kota kemuning. i forgot the english name for the church but it is a pretty nice church. i mean the brothers and sisters and the pastor in-charge. but one thing bad is the church youths are not active. the youth and adult fellowship is freezing currently. i am thinking, how can i survive living in a church that don't have fellowships? not even cell groups. then i can onlt join for sunday service and not even sunday school. huh... this wil be tough for me because i need fellowship like what i had in my hometown church. a place for brothers and sisters with this age like me to mix and worship together. how??? what should i do? find a new church? join other church's fellowship? not joining fellowships? i wonder....
however, God had brought me to this church, i think He has His plan for me.. just pray hard and follow His will while He does the rest. that is what i learnt from today's sermon.
the only thing i can do is CONQUER myself. i am sure if i keep on finding reasons for myself to procrastinate, success will leave me.. and of course my 3.5 . oh nooo.... gonna do something about it.. ^^
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today finally went to the church in kota kemuning. i forgot the english name for the church but it is a pretty nice church. i mean the brothers and sisters and the pastor in-charge. but one thing bad is the church youths are not active. the youth and adult fellowship is freezing currently. i am thinking, how can i survive living in a church that don't have fellowships? not even cell groups. then i can onlt join for sunday service and not even sunday school. huh... this wil be tough for me because i need fellowship like what i had in my hometown church. a place for brothers and sisters with this age like me to mix and worship together. how??? what should i do? find a new church? join other church's fellowship? not joining fellowships? i wonder....
however, God had brought me to this church, i think He has His plan for me.. just pray hard and follow His will while He does the rest. that is what i learnt from today's sermon.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
last week in tung shin
yesteray, the ah ma with liver failure passed away in the hospital. i remember the last minute i was looking at her, gasping for air but the next minute, she had already gone. feeling sad, and tears just rolled down uncontrollable. felt so sad while helping in her LO but i know, she had gone to haven to be with the Lord.
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leaving to PD later... just finished packing and i cant stop shaking my head when i see my lagguge. terrible. there are so much things to bring, including lots of food!! haih... dunno how am i coming back at the end of the posting. *yawn* good night.
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leaving to PD later... just finished packing and i cant stop shaking my head when i see my lagguge. terrible. there are so much things to bring, including lots of food!! haih... dunno how am i coming back at the end of the posting. *yawn* good night.
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