coping...

i survive... i survive the tortures and the miss-ings last night... ^^

full-stop

finally, the sun and the earth's story is coming to the end. the sun had marked an full-stop on 18th Dec, 2 days before the 4th anniversary. i know the problem between us had exists long time ago but both of us are not brave enough to face it. i knew this is gonna happen anyhow or anytime but the fact and the reality are difficult to accept. thinking the one i use to call darling is no longer my darling anymore. it hurts. plus during the Christmas season, we see each other everyday. this makes the situation become worst. he did try to save the relationship but i decided to listen to my brain and not my heart. but, the only thing i know now is I miss him.... missing him badly...

Thanks for everything...

I know that you are the one that I can speak to whether I am sad or happy. You are the one who will always listen to all my craps patiently. You are the one that will always support me in whatever I do. You are also the one who will always care for me whether i am sick or well. I appreciate that so much. Thanks for everything you have done for me...

I will try my best to be a friend that you like. And please forgive me if i didn't do it well all these times...

Sorry and i love you...