牺牲的爱

2/4/2010 （星期五）



几年前少年团契在电影之夜播放了 “Passion of Christ"这部电影。
记得当时团契里差不多每一个人都是哭红了双眼。
今年的受难节，电影的画面再一次的浮现在脑海里。
耶稣在被钉十字架前所受的审判，一直到他被钉的画面一幕一幕的在眼前重演。
虽然无法想象当时的情形是不是与电影的一样，
但是这些血腥的画面，我实在没勇气再看多一次。

记得《圣经》里说耶稣在客西马尼园祷告时心里非常的忧伤，害怕。
他也曾经求天父将这个杯从他身上撤去。
然而，耶稣选择了顺服神。
“不要照我的意思，只要照你的意思”成了耶稣祷告的一部分。
他选择了完成这救赎的使命-一个非常艰难的使命。
实在不明白，他是怎样挨过去的。
也不明白，他如何忍受铁钉穿过掌心的痛。
就连在天上的父都要掩面不看。

可是，
因着他所受的鞭伤，使我得享平安;
因他受的刑罚，使我得着医治;
因他的慈爱，使我有全新的生命；
因着他的复活，使我有永恒的盼望！

只有他，肯为了在宇宙里比灰尘还细小的我忍受那么多的痛苦，伤痕，辱骂及世人的嫌弃。
他战胜了死亡来成就今天的我。
那一份牺牲的爱，
主啊，我要用生命来回应。

下雨了

30/3/2010 （星期二）

刚才放学走出学校时，天空在下着雨。
讨厌下雨的我，望着乌云密布的天空，
在想：为什么偏偏在我放学要回家的时候下雨呢？

可是感谢主，包包里躺着新买的雨伞，
让我在走去停车场的路途上不会变成“落汤鸡”。
路上下着倾盆大雨，模糊了我的视线，也看不到前方的路。
感谢主，让我平安的到家。
当小白经过一滩滩的积水时，轮胎在水上滑了开去。
感谢主，让我捉稳了驾驶盘。
在下车时被雨水淋了个湿透透，
感谢主，我马上可以舒服的洗个热水澡。
当我最害怕的闪电和打雷都到齐时，
感谢主，袮的同在让我不至于怕到躲在被窝里叫自己快点睡觉。^^

虽然下雨为我带来了许多不便，
然而，还是要感谢主。
因为今晚天气将会是凉凉的，让我能够睡个好觉。=D

Armor of God

¹³Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

¹⁴Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,

¹⁵and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.

¹⁶In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.

¹⁷Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

Ephesians 6:13-17

Forgive

“Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you” (Matthew 5:44)

Accidently saw this post while i was wondering around on facebook just now. (I know i shouldn't be online now but just can't control myself.. haha :P) I think this verse appears in a very right time. I should learn how to forgive the others and love my 'enemies'. There are really some 'enemies' and people that i don't like appearing in my life, but it's time for me to learn to love them... (incredible...)

The Bible wants me to pray for those who despitefully use me, and persecute me... It's really impossible sometimes, but a good lesson to learn.

Well, tomorrow is the Intro test. It weights and stands to certain extend in contributing to the final scores of the module. Feeling lost now.. Don't know what the style of the question will look like. So many stuff stuck in my mind and don't know how to prioritize the knowledge. haha.. Maybe i should re-organize them...

Father Lord, please bless me with energy, for not falling asleep on the study table and bless me with an alert mind...