这一路上，感谢有你。。。

你是我的天使，无论我面对任何难题，你总是用你的羽翼守护着我；
你是我的港湾，无论我面对什么挫折，你永远等候着我靠岸歇息；
你是我的灯塔，当我迷惘失措时，你必照亮前方领我走出黑暗；
你是我的指南针，当我彷徨迷失时，你无时无刻都为我指引方向。
这一路上，感谢有你。。。

G-Force

watched this movie just now. the guinea pigs are sooo cute. feel like keeping a pair of hamster or guinea pig too..

those guinea pigs are so clever. they are the heroes who save the disaster. at first they believe that they are genetically engineered and specially designed to perform the task. Actually, they are just ordinary guinea pigs which was adopted by Ben. they are not specially made, or designed like what they thought they are.

However, they did believed they are the special one. they have self-confidence that brought them to success. Darwin did see things in the positive way and lead his teammates Juarez, Blaster, Speckles, Mooch and Hurley to complete the mission.

so, everybody is unique. God created us to be the most complex creature in the universe and we are specially designed by Him. self-confidence and positive mind will make us outstanding from the ordinary people around us. hence, live well and appreciate ourselves. let our life inspires the rest and make them see the greatness of God.

independent + loneliness

Ivy learns that:

• is time for her to be more independent by not depending on others to lead her life.
• she has the full responsibility on her own life.
• she is the main character in her life.
• she needs to overcome herself.
• she needs to use to the lifestyle now.
• she is now all alone to face everything in life.
  

勇敢走出去

新的一年，新的开始，也有了新的目标。希望这首歌能成为我的目标，祷告，也是对神的呼求。希望我在生活中能够成为别人的祝福，将神的爱带到人群中。

自从第一次听到这首歌，就打从心底爱上了它。感觉上它贴切地说出了我一直以来的心声。这几天它也一直出现在我的脑海里，挥之不去。。。

《勇敢走出去》

我并不完美，也并不特别
而祢却是为我舍弃生命的主
我时常软弱，有时会迷惑
但祢是道路真理和生命

主祢要往哪里走，我就跟祢走
领我走到世界尽头，一生不再回头
让世界听到我们敬拜，我们的祷告
让复兴从我们开始，将主爱带到人群中

纵然有许多的问题，我也不放弃
祢大能赐给我勇气，我会勇敢走出去

Expectations

well, MUET result is out. i didn't did up to my expectation. i aimed for band 5 but i only get a band 4. although i didn't get the mark analysis yet but some how it disappoints me. sometimes i am thinking am i aiming too high but at the mean while do not have the ability to achieve it? am i over expecting my talent? or i did not put enough hard work to achieve my goal?

sometimes i really feel disappointed with myself. why i can't be the one that saying i am the best? why i am the one who always be in the second rank? not only academically but also in everything i do. nowadays, people will only focus on the best person. like patients seeking for doctor's advice, they will always want or request for the BEST doctor to treat them instead of the second-good one. people's main concern are "who is the best one?" or "who had the highest score?" or "who has the best performance?". who is going to pay attention to the runner-ups???

maybe i am having too high expectation of myself. i thought i will be a person who 'score' but it is time to accept that i am a 'pass' person.

New year -- give thanks

new year had started, 10 days ago. i was so blessed, in the past 10 days with God's grace and blessings. things happened during this christmas and new year season and i remembered i did shared in youth fellowship last week about my new year. i said, i am celebrating a grey colour christmas but a red colour new year.

during the past 2 weeks, i really experienced the love and caring from God. when i was sad and my life was dull, God blessed me with 2 angles appearing. the angles are amazing and wonderful people who walk me through the valley in my life. they are both brother and sister who listen, support and comfort me when i feel really depressed. with their support, i was able to pack my emotions in a short period of time, stand up and continue my journey of life.

i think i need to learn to give thanks to the Lord and express my gratitude towards people around me. i realise that in the past, i was taking things for granted. like the caring from the brothers and sisters or friends and things mum and dad had provided for me. at least now i appreciate the presence of my dear angles.

in this new year, i tell myself i need to refocus. i use to focus on myself, rather than God. i was very concern on what i wanted to do, instead of what God wanted me to do for Him. i think i was dragged away from concentrating on God. i am like just woke up from a dream and then realise that how far i have been going off the track.

i will learn from my past, like what my angle had told me. he told me that the past is the main component that shape me to become who i am today. without the past, i may not be the one i am now. so, i'll learn from the past. although the past may contain a lot of mistakes and fool but the past is the best mirror to ensure i do not repeat mistakes and it makes me learn.

in this year, i hope i will become a servant to serve God in every opportunity. i'll walk the path which the Lord wants me to go and obey to Him.

我要快乐

我要快乐--张惠妹

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

thanks to my angel, he asked me to think and digest the lyrics and i found it best describe me now although i did not really like the rhythm and melody. ^^