full-stop

finally, the sun and the earth's story is coming to the end. the sun had marked an full-stop on 18th Dec, 2 days before the 4th anniversary. i know the problem between us had exists long time ago but both of us are not brave enough to face it. i knew this is gonna happen anyhow or anytime but the fact and the reality are difficult to accept. thinking the one i use to call darling is no longer my darling anymore. it hurts. plus during the Christmas season, we see each other everyday. this makes the situation become worst. he did try to save the relationship but i decided to listen to my brain and not my heart. but, the only thing i know now is I miss him.... missing him badly...