coping...

i survive... i survive the tortures and the miss-ings last night... ^^

full-stop

finally, the sun and the earth's story is coming to the end. the sun had marked an full-stop on 18th Dec, 2 days before the 4th anniversary. i know the problem between us had exists long time ago but both of us are not brave enough to face it. i knew this is gonna happen anyhow or anytime but the fact and the reality are difficult to accept. thinking the one i use to call darling is no longer my darling anymore. it hurts. plus during the Christmas season, we see each other everyday. this makes the situation become worst. he did try to save the relationship but i decided to listen to my brain and not my heart. but, the only thing i know now is I miss him.... missing him badly...

harder...

work harderrrrrr...........

Armor of God

¹³Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

¹⁴Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place,

¹⁵and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.

¹⁶In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.

¹⁷Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

Ephesians 6:13-17